Friday, September 18, 2009

Lightning strikes.....

Well, there are few things in this world that really baffles you. Sometimes you dont find any answers and sometimes you dont want to find any. I really dont know what is my stand.
Sometimes I feel, I am not supposed to be here, I am not meant to be here, I should not be here at all.

When I am alone, I cant help but think about what still drives me. Maybe my undying love for my mom, or my undying gratitude towards my grand parents and maternal uncle, maybe my passion for adventure, maybe my zeal for something more. I was always this fiercely competitive, funloving, adventurous and happy g lucky bloke who wanted to live life by his won standards........but life is a bitch and it gave me a raw deal. Always.

But no complaints really. I had my days under the Sun. and believe me, i got plenty of oppurtunities to make it a pleasant one. But somehow I cudn't make hay while the Sun shined.
Didnt make an effort to be the man of the moment.